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after that intense planning session i think things are reallu starting to slow down. the last few weeks has been intense to say the least. i hope that caps it up.

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i opened the video for escape me by tiesto ft. cc shefield today. now i remember why i should hate people.

ofcourse, cardinal rule -- do not read the comments on videos on youtube unless your looking for a headache or a reason to barf.

it was quite sad actually. people were rating tiesto against guetta against van buuren. sad.

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i need to run.

notwocanoccupy

The new job is not yet stressful, but it wants to be.

How's that for short entries?

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i'm getting pretty stable. thanks.

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chuck palaniuk's Diary = INSANE.

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i'm sick again.

I like things that swing.

I haven't the slightest idea what's different this time. I am not sure whether gaining control is what I should focus on. If it makes you happy, it can't be that bad? But if makes you happy only for a while, how do you find the strength to savour it than to mull over the fact that it's going to end someday? I'm not going insane.

Comfort. He wants to feel like a child again.

notwocanoccupy

Okay, so I have a job now. Will get into that in a later entry, but what I want to say now is that this all feels so...

adult.

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Play well, and play hard, child. Age compromises nothing for fun.

It's sickening and heartwrenching to come to a point where you wish that you want nothing to do with the current version of yourself.

Monsters and the bogeyman don't exist, but in real life, you'll meet conmen, thieves, and those who find pleasure in betraying friendships and trust. Hopefully, strength will be with you.

Don't waver. Sleepless nights do nothing for your complexion and your mind. Think hard before getting involved with men you don't trust at first sight. Think harder before getting involved with men you find irresistible at first sight.

Have faith. That's what people think I need, but it's been long since the time I knew that was what I want.

Don't waver.